I realized late that this journey was all about therapy. But on this path, I don’t need help from any person. I’ve been in difficult situations to gain necessary skills, it takes time and effort but I’ll do it alone. I’m now going to a more suitable environment. Then after that in Dubai, I intend to stay a bit longer so I can build connections with people there.
UPDATE 1:
For years, I thought the same way my work style gradually became more and more isolated, I could reverse it gradually when projects were being developed. But sometimes shocks teach people where they actually are. Unable to do simple things, they realize years of neglecting simple things have accumulated into a huge pile. They realize how far they have moved, but they didn’t notice it as it has been a gradual inclination of the path.